neon egg

the advantage of "my wheels"..


we get to have a good parking slot..


btw, i learned that the english term for kwek-kwek is neon egg.. share ko lang.. hehe.

Coming Soon

i got some ideas and things things that I wanna blog.. kaya lang as usual tinatamad ako.. hehe. i'm too lazy to type.. dah! i'm typing na kaya.. haha. ah basta! besides, i'm editing some pix pa for the gya website.. when i'm done with it. dito naman ako.. okie?

Ina Mo

it's not her birthday.. it's not mother's day either.. but i'm writing about my mom..

senti mode muna ha.. haha.

i'm not really expressive until i became deaf.. i always express how i feel.. wala lang. feeling ko i need to let it out.. so, yun nga, i always tell the person how i feel for him/her..

so now, my mom naman..

i am really really grateful for my mom.. she's the one who takes care of me.. so if i finally got better, it'll be because of my mom.. i'm getting better na nga eh.. i don't feel weak anymore.. basta i'll be fully well soon!

Happy Hand

if there's a happy feet, there's also a..


my happy hands..


thanks to happy feet slippers, i got the idea of my happy hand..

It's Me! Ako! Ako! Ako!

Why me?

That's what people often ask. So, why me nga? Sa totoo lang, I never questioned God about my sickness and the things I've been going through. Never. Promise, I've come to accept it from the time I got my MRI result and confirmed it with my doctor that I have brain tumor; multiple brain tumors. I was even proud of having all those tumors.. Showing my MRI plates to everyone.. Cheerfully pointing the tumors on the plates. Baliw lang.. Haha. Eh, why should I be sad ba? It's there na eh.. So, I was just sharing the news. Not-so-good news na nga magpapaka-bad vibes pa ko.. Ayoko nga!

So, why me?

Deafness Chikahan

silence..
scary isn't it? not being able to hear whatever.. but it isn't that bad after all..

i've been deaf since january.. but i fell like it even before pa.. when my hearing was already deteriorating.. actually, left ko nalang nakakarinig noon coz my right ear is not responding (according to the hearing test) na.. i even had a hearing aid on my left ear, ang sarap pala makarinig! hehe. but suddenly, i became totally deaf.. i used to say "pag di ko narinig, eh di wag!" so whatever i hear, yun na yon.. that was nung may naririnig pa kong konti.. eh now, wala na talaga.. so, what? hehe.

i already accepted the fact that i can't be able to hear anymore.. there came a time when i was really crying coz i really really really wanna hear.. i was thinking that it could only be a dream, when i wake up, i'll be able to hear again.. but i didn't! i was still deaf..

Chenilyn Bumblebee

chenilyn bumblebee!

i missed saying that..
so, isa pa..

chenilyn bumblebee! hehe.

busy as a bumbleebee? not really..

i sometimes envy those people who are doing a lot of stuffs even though they keep on complaining about the loads of things they needed to be done..

Questions about NF2.. hopefully answered.

been surfing the net.. eh i saw this one.. just incase you might wanna know..

What is neurofibromatosis type 2?
Neurofibromatosis type 2 is a disorder in which noncancerous tumors called vestibular schwannomas or acoustic neuromas develop along nerves in the inner ear. Tumors can also occur on nerves in other areas of the brain or spinal cord.
Signs and symptoms usually appear during adolescence or in a person's early twenties. The most common early symptoms are hearing loss, ringing in the ears (tinnitus), and problems with balance, which are caused by tumors growing on nerves that lead from the ear to the brain. If tumors develop in other parts of the brain or spinal cord, signs and symptoms vary according to the tumor's location. They can include seizures, changes in vision or sensation, numbness or weakness in the arms or legs, and fluid buildup in the brain. Some people with neurofibromatosis type 2 also develop clouding of the lens in the eye (cataracts) at an early age.

Red Alert

my super dry & scarred red eye.. bow.

How am I?

i was suppose to have my therapy today but it was raining so hard, kaya di na natuloy. btw, i have 3 kinds of therapy na pala. physical therapy for walking & so i can move my left arm. occupational therapy so i could smile & move my face. my therapist would also teach my right to do what the left arm & hand does since im left handed and i can't use my left. and finally, acupuncture to make me stronger. i'm getting stronger naman. kaya lng, dati it's for free, ngayon may bayad na. hehe. it's worth it naman eh. sabi nga ng therapist ko, im motivated daw, i'm too willing to get better. talaga noh! ang tagal na kasi eh, i wanna be ok na talaga. gusto ko na mag-lakwatsa! hehe.

btw, here are some questions & answers i always encounter. katamad na kasi, paulit-ulit eh. hehe. tamad ko noh?