My Hearing Review

when my mom told me the date when i'll have my promontory test, i said: "i need to review".. of course i was just kidding, i say that everytime i'm about to undergo a medical test.. but i really reviewed for my promontory test..

first i went to father suarez review center.. joke. i attended father suarez' healing mass at st. jude last january 22 at st. jude parish in mediola.. we weren't able to get inside since the door already closed at around 12 or 1 pm.. i wasn't touched by fr. suarez but i was showered with blessings, literally! since he can't touch all the people outside na, he blessed everyone with holy water and showered everyone with holy water from the veranda.. eh i'm exactly below the veranda near the door lang.. lapit na sana makapasok.. sayang.. but it's ok.. i was really showered with blessings.. while i was being blessed withholy water, i told God: "Lord i just need some blessings, these are too many.. i'll just share it with others.. my 2 grandmas.. my friends.. my relatives.. my friendsters.. contacts in multiply, facebook, etc." hahaha! seriously, that's what i was thinking that time while the crowd are having a commotion because everyone wants to be blessed with holy water.. eh i can't hear eh.. so i don't really mind the noise except for the pushing.. that was a tiring day! but it's all worth it..

I bought a cake!

i had my electroaudiometry (promontory) test this morning.. it will define what device would be use, is itcochlear implant or ABI.. few years ago, my doctors told me that cochlear won't work for an NF2 patient like me.. true! but i never lose hope.. i know i'll be able to hear again.. not that i haven't accepted the fact that i'm deaf and it can be forever.. but there's still hope.. ah basta! and then i read about ABI (aditory brainstem implant).. and as they say, the rest is history.. hahaha. i was sooo happy.. as in!

God is super duper great!

we just got home from dbtc alumni homecoming coz we had a booth provided for us to sell the hEAR shirts.. thanks to sir dan, sir nap, sir joey and bicc.. pero syempre thanks to madie! kasi madie used to work @ bicc, etc. etc. etc. o diba? everything has a reason talaga.. it's so nice to look back then u'll see the connection of every detail in your life.. everything has a reason talaga.. reasons pa nga eh.. sabi ko nga, life is like friendster connect-connect lang.. haha! hay nako! basta ang saya lang.. tapos God has reasons (yeah reasons.. plural!) why He put me in this of condition.. i was like "OK" at first.. accept lang accept.. though it really got in my mind na "ay, i'm so sick pala!" but i never really questioned God.. super struggle but i got hold of my faith talaga.. ayun.. until i fully accepted it na.. i felt like i should be grateful kasi parang God trust me so much.. na of all people ako pa diba? syempre no one wants to be sick naman noh! pero if you'll look at it as a whole package.. grabeh promise! sabi ko nga in my yspeak interview: "hindi naman tayo bibigyan ng ng pagsubok di ba? kung hindi naman kakayanin kaya.. kaya.. alam ko sa sarili ko sa sarili ko na kaya binigay 'to sakin kasi kaya ko." and i'm so grateful for that.. kasi grabe He super made me strong talaga! i'm not superwoman, pero i'm strong noh! :P tapos i'm helping those who are helping me raise funds pa.. how? they're making a good deed syempre.. o diba? it's so nice to know that people are doing an act of kindness because of u.. wow naman.. feeling special.. child! haha! :P tapos yun pa.. balita ko, i got alot of people inspired.. hehe. chismax lang.. :P ayun, i inspire people kaya i get inspired din.. two-way lang.. hehe. bsta i'm grateful of many many things.. dami pa blessings..

I'm glad to be a sick pinoy!

yes the facilities and stuffs are more advance in other countries.. then what made me say that?

eh kasi.. read on..

Let's make memories!

i went out my h.s. barkada last friday night.. unfortunately, pau didn't make it.. sayang! she was suppose to show off her very preggy tummy to us.. hehe. lheeyah, kokie and jenny picked me from our house (nah.. just in pag-asa) around 10pm.. of course my yaya accompanied me.. yaya talitha! hahaha! :)) we went to serendra in the fort.. stroll.. picture here there (pictures from kokie & madie in my multiply photo album).. then we ate at clawdaddy/new orleans.. yum! yum!

Why am i so positive?

ewan ko nga ba?

Miracle? Just believe.

i'm so excited to go to fr. fernando suarez' healing mass on january 31.. why? feel ko lang bakit ba?;P
that pic was taken by maro during fr. suarez' healing mass at sancuario de san antonio in 2006.. i was so weak then.. i look so sick.. i got a very huge moon face (c/o the steroids i'm taking for the swelling of tumors).. basta i look like KAWAWA talaga!

but look at me now..

2008 is God's time for me! woohoo!

this is an email to one of my NFF kat soriano.. i just wanna post it here.. ang haba eh.. sayang.. :P enjoy!
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hello kat! katukayo! kwento ko lang yung sinasabi kong 2008 ang "God's time" for me.. mahaba kasi d kasya sa text message.. :

game.

Year-End Report daw

thanks to makoy for tagging me.. pinaghirapan ko yan ah..

January - dvd marathon >>> the o.c. , grey's anatomy, desperate housewives

February - pacoy & marie's wedding.. i did the avp for them.. hihi!

March - can't rember na.. therapies lang.. :)

April - visita eglesia withe peeps.. went manaog & lingayen pangasinan.. after 2 years i got to go upstasirs here in our house.. :P

May - MAY birthday project @ pgh & poc.. gya peeps swimming @ cainta..

"In God's Time"

woohoo! it's already 2008! so what? sabi ni Lord 2008 daw.. according to my kwentong beautician (barbero).. hehe. :P