2006

not song long ago..

i feel really weak..
i'm always lying on my bed.. i don't sit much..
i can't stand waiting.. especially waiting for my turm on my check-up with my doctors..
i cannot roll on the bed.. someone has to help me when i need to change my position..
i can't rise up from bed on my own.. someone has to paise me up then place me in the chair beside my bed..
i easily get tired when i had my 1st physical therapy at pgh..
i could only stay for a few minutes in front of the pc.. (now, i stay away nalang ata when i'm gonna sleep na.. haha)



not so long ago..

i couldn't eat well..
i can't chew and swallow well.. my foods has to be soft and it should be cutted into pieces..
i can't eat alone.. someone has to feed me.. i'm really having a hard time using just one hand when eating..
i couldn't drink from my mouth.. the liquids are given to me through the tube in my stomach..


not so long ago..

i can't stand alone..


those were the things i couldn't do not so long ago.. and it isn't over yet.. someday i would be posting another entry same as that.. i'll be saying.. not so long ago.. i couldn't hear.. walk.. write.. smile.. etc.

there's still a lot of thongs that i couldn't do.. but there are a lot of things din naman that i could do na.. dba?