finally, after 4months, i got to go to church.. grabe! the last time i went to church was before my surgery pa @ st.jude.. i often get this sunday sickness kasi.. most of the sundays i plan to go to church and attend mass, either i feel dizzy, got a headache or not feeling well at all.. and at last, this morning, i got to go to church na.. kaya lang.. i didn't understand a single word the priest and the commentators said.. as in. i'm so deaf! i'm really having a hard time listening to everything.. plus my right ear can't hear anything most of the time, just vibrations.. kaya mostly, i'm alone upstairs in bed, in silent mode.. parang baliw.. nagmumuni-muni.. haha! ganon din naman eh, i won't be able to hear everything people are talking about.. kaya hindi nalang ako nakikinig.. ;P
i super got no balance pa.. i always fall on the right side.. i'm scared na nga minsan to go downstairs coz i feel like falling on the stairs.. even when i'm just walking, i still fall.. super hawak dapat! hay!
super taba ko na! as in.. imagine, i eat rice meals 6 times a day.. i'm always hungry.. i got a high dosage of steroids and i'm taking it 2x a day.. my shorts doesn't fit me anymore.. my blouse are hanging on my tummy already.. i got a big tummy and a round face.. it's not healthy anymore coz i keep on eating but i don't have any activities or exercise.. ends up, i feel pain in my bones and i easily get tired.. mostly gasping for air to breathe.. i also feel my skin stretching.. exaj! taba! haha.
but still, i got a list of foods i'm craving for.. haha! i wanna eat, though i feel tired of it.. labo ba? basta.. here are some of the foods im craving for:
coffee crunch cake
eat all u can
sbarro (pizza & baked zitti)
grilled stuffed pusit
la paz batchoy & chicken inasal
chicken ala king (french baker)
nachos (with cheese sauce, beef, salsa & mushrooms)
grilled prok liempo
chocolate sambos @ brownies
btic (chips & mint)
beef barbeque @ kimchi
goldilocks sago gulaman
i wanna go to places and eat these foods but i can't.. wala akong balance! sosyal na mp nga lang hirap na ko, these places where i wanna eat pa kaya.. how i wish i'd get better na..
hay! ang takaw ko.. i'm starving already, it's time for me to eat.. kakain akong putobungbong.. haha! ;P